Monday, March 21, 2005, 6:34 PM
Its been more than a month since we broke up.How time flies.Of course,i met *him on and off after that..so maybe it cushioned the hurt.Or maybe.it will add on more to it in the long run.Any-oh-hows,exams has STARTED.studied wit Chuan and Adel today.haha.Accounts drives me absolutely maaaaddddd!=] Lacking hrs of slp,i dunno how @ could say i look better-_-"" haha,maybe she sees the beauty in all things ugly.Met Zen last sat.Surprisingly,my parents actually allowed me out for supper.heh.I'm glad they are cool wit it.we went changi village.Initially,we kinda got a lil lost on the roads and went one big round.I just enjoyed the beautiful night view of the airport.it was a very long stretch of road....haha.he also want to look but he's gotta keep his eyes on the road.so his eyes kept going two ways.AWW.kinda dangerous huh?but there weren't many cars..but i had to keep a lookout too.just in case.i don't wanna end my life in a bike crash.esp. not wit Zen in it!haha..after that,we went to east coast and past by this carpark meant for lorries.its my 2nd time there.the carpark seems to be an infamous making out spot=x funny thing is,i realised those friends i have wit bikes,they bring me to the same places.haha.maybe its a biker's thing.-shrugs- we talked till 4am.we ended up not eatin supper cos i had a late dinner n wasn't feeling hungry.my dad was still up when i came back!perhaps waiting up for me..dunno man..My parents are soo kind.they returned me my hp already.they actually took so long cos they came back from shanghai last fri.Sunday,my mum went to change my hp plan to all day free incoming..She even let me make those purple framed spects i wanted!!=] woohoo!cant wait to get my hands on it.heh.i'm glad that my friends/accquaintances ask me out randomly..cos i'm usually not the kind who will take initiative.friends help make the wounds not so painful.they're helping me s...l...o...w...l...y recover from it.or maybe.they just help keep my mind away from *him.whatever it is,i'm glad for all those who has been there for me.Especially Steph.I hope to do the same for her when the need arises.Cos that's what buds are fer!They stick up for yer and go thru thick and thin wit ya.They love u all the same even if u change.even if your whole world suddenly crumbles,they'll back you up.Yan too.they're always being dere to club wit me even if they dont feel like it.***Boy I'm hearing every word you say but your lies are gettin in the way .You're adding to confusion with no hope of resolution. Baby aint gonna play that game wit you.DON'T even try it.
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